Do you remember when I told you I want to fly?
I feel heavy
Heavy
More than you can imagine
Like stones
Stuck in my heart
Preventing me from moving
I see roots
Growing beneath my feet
Pulling me to you
As if you are gravity
And the center of the earth
As if you are the directions
All of them
And you are close
Very close
Your presence surrounds me
Like the atmosphere
It almost suffocates me
Just move away a little!
I want to breathe
I want to touch the air
Without seeing
Your face in it…
Every night
I wake up terrified
Feeling a force
Pressing on my chest
And pain in my fingers
Is it your hand
That broke
The blueness of the sky?
Is it the one that chatters
In my dreams?
I dyed my hair several times
In different colors
To lose my memory
And get lost about you and me
But you sprout like mushrooms
In my life
And your voice is still
Seeping into my skin
So
Stay far away!
Far, far away
I just want to forget you
For it is not fair
That your love does this to me….